I just did a treadmill 4 miles run, either the watches are not correct, or the treadmill was not correct. treadmill shows 4miles at 34 minutes. Garmin says 3.59, it's like almost 10% off, pretty consistent with the last couple months of indoor runs.
Mom passed away 11 days ago, the last couple weeks had been hectic, mom passing was a big impact to me physically and mentally, and everything! I have never dealt with anything like this, losing the most important person in my life. I guess the only option is to learn to coupe with it and only time can heal my wound.
I am trying to use this energy to run, it almost feels like cheating. I know mom is in a better place, just like she said, no more suffering and torturing. I know that she's watching me, making sure that I be a good boy. She's always in my heart.
Mom, I miss you!
